Here's a newbie to Blogs

Well where can i start. Probably where everyone else started, I dont know.. Im going to take this as an online journal. I used to write alot when i was younger. That used to be my hobby. My favorite notebooks to get were the marble notebooks with the different colors on them. I had green,blue,red,black,yellow. You name it i had it. I had a passion for notebooks, the texture of the page, the lines on the page, the smell of the notebook itself.



All i needed was a good pen to write with and i was off. What i used to write about was mostly all my crushes in highschool. I crack myself up just thinking about it now. I used to write about alot of things, especially writing in the form of poetry.



Im asking myself right now, who actually cares to read about this. Who's actually going to read this. Hmm, dont know. But i dont know if i care at the moment, only because i havent expressed my writing style since i was 18. That means i stopped writing when i was 18.



Actually i take that back. I was writing alot when i was 18,19. If i told you i was writing at 20 yrs old i wouldnt remember. I cant remember. I wonder to myself if this is just another block of blurbs on the web out of thousands and millions of other ones out there. Do i care right now. Nope. It just feels good to get this all out of my system.



Thinking to myself: t2ms: wow an online journal?. That's deep. That's taking it a to a complete different level than what i was ever used to. And guess what? I never owned a computer, let alone being on the internet was another far away dream, besides going to the library just to check my email full of webformercials. And hey dont take my word i copyrighted that lol. Other than that i was completely bored with the internet. I didnt know what to do on it but Whatch music videos on YouTube and collect favorite video's. That was all i was familiar with. I was in between 20-26 yrs old. Im 27 now.



It took me 6 yrs to figure out all the good uses the internet has to offer? Wow im slow. I take it as my mind expanding. It feels like im on a different plain level as far as the evolving mind goes. I guess it goes with that saying that says "you only see what you see when your ready to" something along those lines.. and boy what a huge awakening im having right now.



well besides the "awakening of the so called" "the secret" Ive had that awakening already, it's still in progress. Now im talking about the awakening of the internet. Well for myself atleast. A little to late? Hmm i dont know. Till this day i still dont know what a blog is, but me using one right now should tell you alot. Is ignorance abliviouse? Im i blind? Is my mind clouded?



Okay:edited: I checked my spelling and it's obliviouse. I like the definition: It says: Lacking remembrance, memory, mindfull attention. And lacking active consiouse knowledge of awarness.

I think tha's what i lack is awarness, but i progressively work on that aknowledgement. Like the aknowledgement that its ultimately easy for me to misspell words. Yea. That.



Wow i've been blabbing on and on and on. I hope i can come back and edit this into different intersections like new subjects that can turn into different blogs. Its a progressive learning as i go, that's how i like to learn. learn and go. like eat and go. I hope i can edit this later or delete it if i have any regrets.



sincerely your fellow internet user. haha